Yet another dull as ditch-water day - Whaddaya expect? I work nights 4 days a week!!

The most significant piece of news is that an old friend has of mine has taken his own life. I'm not going to get all maudlin about it - I hadn't seen him for a long time and I didn't know him as well as some of my other friends did. From a purely selfish point of view I am hoping that if bad news comes in threes then this should be the third.

Still no news on the chest hair front but with all this fuel you would have thought my crisis would have gone into overdrive but I'm giving up on it. I've been given a message and that message is get out of this rut and make your own luck. In short the crisis has become an eagerness to change my circumstances and nothing more.

I think yesterday's blog was a bit of a mistake. It was informative, sure, but it didn't really relate to me. All in all it was just a collection of facts about a guy who died hundreds of years ago! As a result I am going to try to keep focussed on myself and my place in the world. Philosophy will still play a part, I am, after all, a graduate but it will only be philosophy relating to my current situation.

I had a website pointed out to me a while ago which I think I should share. It is apparently a new kid's show but the site is trippy as hell and, for some reason, reminds me of my childhood (and the dozens of acid trips I had when I was younger!) You can find it by clicking here. It's very interactive so have fun.

I think I should point out to those who don't know that I spent a few years experimenting and developing unhealthy obsessions with drugs of various kinds. I don't do anything like that anymore (even to the point where I drink very little alcohol) but I still cherish my time in the netherworld. I'm not saying you should try them if you haven't already - I'm just saying I had a great time which isn't always the result. Some of my best stories begin with the words "Once, when I was on acid..." and I'm sure that some of those tales will be featured here at a later date. During the majority of that time I lived in a caravan with a few of my friends (to be completely honest I lived in there alone but my mates were always round and some would stay over for long periods). I have always said that I would write about those experiences one day and maybe even write eliments of them into screenplays.

Where did that come from? Well, Merkin mentioned that I might consider writing my biography. Not a bad idea, why not do it in occasional stages right here? I'll consider it - after all, they say you should only write about what you know...

Today's Word: HALLUCINOGEN

Today's Mood: Ebullient

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